Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Project BeastBody: Week 2 Days 2 & 3

Monday night I had this grand plan that I would go to bed very early and sleep like a baby through the  night and I'd wake up and hit the ground running.  It was a great plan, but one that my dogs were apparently not aware of and my older one woke me up around 1am needing to go outside.  So, I finally fell back asleep just before that 4am alarm went off.  I decided to try to get more rest and I would figure out later when I'd get my workout in that day.  I usually am pretty good about telling myself that I will workout in the evening, but then get home and just put on my comfy clothes and call it a day.  So, this time, I prepared myself and took my clothes and E&E stash with me to my office and told myself that I WOULD workout after work at our office fitness center.  I actually was excited during the day and was really looking forward to my workout and was ready to go at 5:30 to get started.  It's been months since I last worked out in a public setting like that.  At first no one was in there so I had the whole place to myself and near the end of my workout, someone else came in, but I was in a pretty good zone so didn't feel too weird.  I did miss being at home though.   
 
Yesterday was the Build: Back & Biceps workout again.  This time I'd have to make a few modifications since I didn't have my bands that I use in place of doing chin-ups/pull-ups and also someone had hidden the 10 pound weights from me so I had to use less weight than what I had wanted on some of the moves.  The good news, however, is I did go up in weight on a few moves so yay for me! Each day I feel stronger and that's a great thing.  I came home and slept great too which I so needed.
 
Post-workout.  I promise there is some definition forming in that bicep, haha.
 
This morning I faced that Beast Cardio & Abs duo again.  Man, was it tough, but another victory is that I hung in there and got it done.  It may not have been pretty and I am still having to modify a few moves like burpees and plyo push-ups, but my heart rate monitor didn't tell me I died today and I'd say I busted things up a few notches.  It's a tough workout, but each week will start getting a little better each time.  I have no doubts about that.  For the abs workout, I was able to do everything except the hip up moves (similar to heels to heaven from P90X).  My lower back was a little stiff this morning so I modified that to do something I knew I could handle.  I kinda felt a little like I might puke after today's workout, but in a good way of course.  Tomorrow is Build: Shoulders and then my rest day.  Week 2 is blazing along and I am still really enjoying this program. 
 
Told you it wasn't pretty, but I survived!
 
I am still working on my nutrition which I need to start paying better attention to since that is key in seeing results.  Mainly I need to start keeping track of my calories and what I am eating better.  I haven't been bad during the week, but I am pretty certain that I am not hitting all of my calories I should be eating.  Part of it is because I'm still trying to figure out what works best for my body and part of it is fear and doubt.  Yes, those two evil monsters that like to rear their ugly heads just when things are going well.  I have had some fabulous non-scale victories this week, but I am not going to lie, it is hard to see that number on the scale staying put.  I know better.  I KNOW BETTER than to let that get to me with weight training, but I do worry I am eating too much.  To top things off, my hormones are doing their monthly thing today so, you can imagine how I am feeling.  The important thing is how I'm feeling overall since starting this program, with the exception of today where I went from 10 to -20 in about 3 hours on the post-workout high happiness scale.  This too shall pass.  Overall I know I am stronger each day, my clothes are fitting looser, I am gaining some muscle definition, I have more energy, I am in a better mood overall and I know things will continue to get better.  It's only halfway through week 2 and I have 10 1/2 more weeks to go.  I have goals that I am setting for myself and I will get there.  So, for any of you struggling, I get it.  Allow yourself to feel it, good and bad, but don't dwell in the bad.  You are what you think you are and I am going to continue thinking I am fabulous and awesome and am so going to rock these results! Happy hump day, everyone!

Monday, February 9, 2015

Project BeastBody: Week 1 Recap & Hello Week 2

Sorry for being a little MIA these last few days.  We've been blessed with some amazing weather and I just couldn't bring myself to sit in front of my computer instead of enjoying it while it lasts.  A little fresh air does a body good.  The last time I wrote, I described my near death experience with Beast Cardio and Abs.  I recovered well from that and went on to Build: Shoulders on Day 5 which was Friday.  I have never done just a shoulder workout before.  Usually, like in P90X, it involves more of the upper body but this one certainly delivered.  I would say my only "problem" was with the Dumbbell Scap Trap move (video of the modified version I am going to try) because I don't have a bench and using my stability felt awkward and not like it gave me enough range of motion.  I saw on a post in a Body Beast for Women group I am in that someone said to mimic the move standing in a bent over position so I am going to try that. Other than that, the workout was moves I was familiar with and had done before.  Surprisingly, that was the first workout all week that didn't leave me sore...well, not that much.   
 
Overall, last week was a fantastic week.  I still hurt like hell in some spots and even though the scale didn't budge, I did already notice a change in how my clothes fit and I am starting to see some changes in my body as well.  The thing about weight lifting is that it can take time for the actual number on the scale to change, but your body is changing and that is what I need to keep in mind.  It can get discouraging, but as long as I'm feeling like there is a positive change taking place, I'll be happy.  My eating wasn't 100% clean last week either and I'm still adjusting to this calorie intake.  This week I am going back to what I know works a little better for my body.  I was miserable eating some of the carbs and legumes last week since I don't eat them that often anymore.  This is all a learning process for me as it would be for anyone.  I can see why people would get discouraged and give up, but the main focus is my end goal and that's to look amazing by the end of this journey. 
 
Saturday was my rest day from Body Beast, but I decided I wanted to get out and enjoy the weather so I took the dogs and we headed for the park to walk some trails.  We walked about 50 minutes and those 2 little nuggets held their own.  Sunday was my last workout for week 1 and it was Build: Chest/Tris again from Day 1.  I increased my weights on a few things so I was proud of that.  The rest of the day was spent meal prepping for the week and more time with my dogs at the dog park and enjoying the weather.  It really made it hard to come back to work today!
 
Saturday fun with my babies!
 
Post Build: Chest/Tris and a little extra abs.  End of Week 1!
 
Today started week 2 and what better way to start the week off when you didn't sleep so great than with leg day.  I increased my weights on a few of these moves as well and still used no weights on other moves.  I am still pretty sore in my left quad area along with my right inner thigh so lunges were not my friend, but I did the best I could.  My booty is actually burning a little still from that workout.  I was proud of how I kept up and stayed in "beast" mode for the duration of the workout.  Tomorrow is Back/Biceps again so I'm hoping to get those biceps popping a little more with higher weights.  I did get my chin-up assist band in the mail on Friday and tried it out with my bar yesterday.  It wasn't as easy as I thought so I still have some work to do, but hopefully soon, I'll be able to get going on those as well. 
 
Build: Legs, week 2, day 1. 
 
I am really loving this program so far.  I think what is really helping me is the group I am in and seeing so many women busting their butt to get it done and loving it as well.  It helps to not feel alone.  I am planning on going to get my measurements taken by a trainer so I can see where I am in my progress.  Here's to a great week!  
 
Body Beast Build: Shoulders Exercises
  • Warm Up
Single Set
  • Shoulders Press 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
Super Set
  • Lateral Raise 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • Upright Row 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
Giant Set
  • EZ Bar Underhand Press 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • 1,1,2 Front Raise 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • Rear Delt Raise 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
Super Set
  • Standing Dumbbell Shrug 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
  • Dumbbell Scap Trap 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
Super Set
  • Sagi Six-Way
  • Tuck and Roll
Cool Down and Stretch

Thursday, February 5, 2015

Project BeastBody: Day 4- Beast Cardio/Beast Abs

To say that this week has been challenging is an understatement.  I have worked out with trainers before, I have done tough programs before and I have lifted weights before, but I don't think anything in my past really could have prepared me for the emotional and physical aspects of this journey.  I am not complaining at all.  In fact, I needed this challenge because I was getting too lax in my workouts.  BodyBeast is requiring me to stay focused and I love that.  Now, with that said, I am pretty sure that today I died and lived to tell about it, haha.  I have done P90X PlyoX, I have done 21 Day Fix Plyo Fix, I have done PiYo Drench and I have done boot camps and other rigorous workouts.  I had an idea as to what to expect with today's Beast Cardio workout, but only in the sense of knowing what moves Sagi Kalev would be handing to us.  I didn't realize he would be handing me my ass at the same time. 
 
 
 
This 30 minute workout was definitely plyometrics based, which  means there was a lot of jumping.  Jump squats, burpees, mountain climbers, jump lunges and then some planks and a few moves with weights to really add some variety.  I will have to say that I was excited to see a return of one of my favorite moves from 21 Day Fix's Dirty 30 workout, the renegade row, but damn, I couldn't keep up to even do more than 2! This time at least.  I will get better.  I will get stronger.  About 10 minutes into the workout, my heart rate monitor was no longer able to detect my heart rate.  I am not sure if I was too sweaty or if  like I said, I died.  I got it working again only to quit reading my heart rate again a few minutes later so no telling just how many calories lost their lives today.  Then it was on to the Beast Abs which was about 10 minutes long.  Yay, I thought, I'll get to "rest." Haha, nope.  It was bam, bam, bam through crunches, Russian twists, cobra, spiderman, one armed plank (with a weight I might add, which I didn't do today) and ending with Beast Abs which is spelling out B-E-A-S-T with your feet both forwards and backwards.  Then, at the end of the workout, I curled into the fetal position and couldn't believe what the hell I just did.  And, what's even crazier, is how much I loved it.  Tomorrow is Build: Shoulders and then a rest day.  It can't get here soon enough.  I am really hoping I can walk again by then, too, because unfortunately crawling is not a socially acceptable thing to do as an adult.  Who knew? Happy Thursday, everyone!
 
P.S. I am including a video of someone else's review of Beast Cardio so you can kind of get an idea as to what it was like. 
 
 


Body Beast Cardio Exercises
  • Warm Up
  • Squat to Overhead Press + Hold
  • Toe Tap
  • Squat to Jump Squat + Hold
  • Mountain Climber + Row + Plank
  • Sumo Squat + Hold
  • Plyo Push-Up + Hold
  • Sumo Jump
  • Squat to Upright Row + Hold
  • Alt Lunge Jumps + Hold
  • Plank + Twist + Sprint
  • Cool Down and Stretch
Body Beast Abs Exercises
  • Crunch
  • Russian Twist w/Dumbbell
  • Hip-Up
  • Crossed Tuck-In
  • Cobra
  • Spiderman Crunch
  • Bucket Drop
  • One Arm Open Plank
  • Windshield Wiper
  • Beast Abs

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Project BeastBody: Day 3- Build: Back/Biceps

Today was a rough start.  I woke up around 2:30am and finally fell back asleep just when the alarm was going off at 4am.  Thought I dozed off for just about 5 minutes, but it was half an hour so a mad dash to get going out of bed and I was onto day 3 of my Project BeastBody, Build: Back/Biceps.  Mad dash is probably slightly exaggerating it as I am quite, no, EXTREMELY sore from the last two days just as I suspected I would be.  I know it is all part of the process, but dang, do I hurt.  And after today's workout, I have a feeling, and am already feeling it, that I'll be sore in my back tomorrow as well.  I will have to say, though, that today's 50 minute workout did feel like it flew by.  There was only 1 super set and 1 giant set, everything else was made up of single sets, but I pushed myself as best I could for being as tired and out of it as I was.  I haven't been logging my worksheets but instead have been using the BodyBeast mobile tracker which will come in handy if I decide to take my workout to my fitness center which I may do as I get further along.  I am not going to lie and will just say that I am sort of dreading tomorrow's Cardio workout.  I don't care for cardio, and I was looking ahead just to get an idea as to what to expect and it is going to be full of squats, jump squats, plyo pushups, planks, lunge jumps and my arch nemesis, burpees.  For a while now, my lower back has sort of kept me from doing burpees full out so we'll see how I hold up tomorrow.  Either way, I'm nearing the end of week 1.  Today has been an emotional day for me and I've noticed that happens when I step up my fitness regimen.  It is like my body is releasing some toxicity I have stored up, plus I just have a few things on my mind, but this too shall pass.  I plan to meet up with my bed a little earlier tonight and be ready to bring it beast style tomorrow.  Happy hump day, everyone!




Body Beast Build: Back and Bi’s Exercises
Warm Up
Single Set
  • Deadlift 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
Super Set
  • Dumbbell Pull-Over 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
  • Pull-Ups 10 reps, 10 reps, 10 reps
Giant Set
  • EZ Bar Row 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • One Arm Row Both Arms 15 reps, 12 reps 8 reps
  • Reverse Fly 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
Single Set
  • Close-Grip Chin Ups 30 seconds, 30 seconds, 30 seconds
Single Set
  • Seated Bicep Curl 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
Single Set
  • 1,1,2 Hammer Curl 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
Single Set
  • Neutral EZ Bar Curl 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps (Can be done with dumbbells)
Single Set
  • Airplane Cobra 30 seconds, 30 seconds
Cool Down and Stretch

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Project BeastBody: Day 2- Build: Legs

Well, today was leg day for my second day of Body Beast and I have to say while it was rough, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.  Now, that doesn't mean that tomorrow I won't be crawling everywhere as my main means of transportation, but I am pretty sure that my recent PiYo workouts really helped me with all of the squats and lunges.  I did use weights as much as I could, but there were times when I just relied on good old body weight for the moves and I know I still got a great workout.  Since I am a girl and my goal is to have sexy, sleek legs, I wasn't as concerned about whether or not I used weights or not.  The workout lasts about 38 minutes long and consists of the same dynamic set method that is used in the Chest/Tris workout I did yesterday.  Tomorrow is back/biceps day.  Should be another killer day!
 
Food intake hasn't been as much of a problem as I thought it might be.  I am eating about every 3 hours and don't ever feel hungry.  However, I am thinking I am going to lean towards more of my paleo style diet that I am more used to, though.  I feel good with my food that I have been eating, but I know I could feel a little better and know what works for me.  I try to stick to the 80/20 plan so there are some exceptions to the paleo rule for me.  I certainly don't want to undo all of my hard work since nutrition is such a huge part of any fitness plan. I am already starting to figure out my meals for next week. 
 
I realized something today about myself.  And that is how proud of myself I am for taking on this challenge.  It's hard to think back and remember the girl that would never even think about working out, let alone lift a weight.  I have so much more confidence from this past year and a half than I had in recent years because of my health and nutrition journey and losing that weight and being able to help others on their paths as well.  I think, as cheesy as it sounds, one of the big reasons I am loving Body Beast so far is because I feel like I'm working out with these guys at a gym.  When I first moved back to Houston, I joined what was considered more of a bodybuilder gym that eventually started "softening" a bit to attract more females and I loved it.  It was the perfect environment for me at the time.  Now, I love getting to do these workouts in my living room or if I feel like it, going to my apartment or work fitness center as well, but either way, I'm still working out with people.  It's coming up on my one year anniversary as a Beachbody coach and I can't believe at what a great space I am in physically and mentally thanks to that company and the friends I have made.  Don't let fears hold you back.  If there is something you want, go after it! And with that, I'll see you tomorrow!
  

My calories burned today along with my Results & Recovery drink post workout. 
Also, my little dog Gabby says "hi!'


Body Beast Build: Legs Exercises
  • Warm Up
Single Set
  • Sumo Squat 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
Super Set
  • Alternating Lunge 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • Step-Up to Reverse Lunge on right and left legs 15 reps, 12 reps 8 reps
Giant Set
  • Parallel Squat 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • Bulgarian Squat Right and Left Legs 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • Straight Leg Deadleft Right and Left 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
Giant Set
  • Single Leg Calf Raise Right and Left for 30 seconds x 2
  • Seated Calf Raise 30 seconds x 2
  • In and Outs 30 seconds x 2
Cool Down

Monday, February 2, 2015

Project BeastBody: Day 1- Build: Chest/Tris

I have been absent from this blog for a while.  I don't really have a good reason, just haven't been focusing on any one particular program lately, but I recently decided to throw my hat in the ring and start a new (for me) Beachbody program called Body Beast.  This program focuses on mostly weight training but what's so great about it is that you can easily do it from your own home; no need to join a fancy gym. I had seen so many females really embrace this program that after looking into it a little more, I thought this would be the perfect program for me and my goals so I purchased a set of adjustable dumbbells and ordered the program to get started on the next chapter of my fitness journey. 
 
 
 
I used to do quite a bit of weight lifting.  It really does your body wonders and let's not forget how many calories get burned when doing weight training.  Many women are afraid to lift weights because they think they are going to "bulk" up and look like a man, but in reality, that is not really possible unless you do some serious lifting. The fact is, what I enjoyed about P90X was having a schedule for legs, arms, chest, etc.  What I didn't like about that program was that everything was the same every week.  It started to feel monotonous after a while and I always hit a wall around the same time each time I started the program and would eventually get bored and quit.  Don't get me wrong.  I love Tony Horton, but I needed a little variety and surprise every now and then.  When I started my PiYo journey, I loved how Chalene changed things up from week to week.  I truly felt that PiYo was my soulmate workout program...until today. 
 
My "before" photo-2/1/2015.
Today was my first day of doing Body Beast and it certainly did not disappoint nor lack in the butt-kicking department.  Body Beast is broken down into three phases: Build, Bulk, Beast.  Today's workout focused on Build: Chest/Tris and by the end of the 48 minute workout, my arms were shaky and useless.  As with most workouts, you start out with a warm-up.  Today's consisted of jogging in place, arm circles (forwards & backwards), different variations of pushups and then more running in place.  I can honestly say that I have never done pushups as a warm-up, well except maybe in PiYo early on in the program.  Body Beast is designed to utilize dynamic sets to achieve your results.  You start out with a single set of one move, then move on to a super set where you do two back to back moves with no break, then onto a giant set that is 3 moves back to back.  Then to top it off, as you're adjusting your weights for each one, either increasing or decreasing depending on the set, you end it with a drop set.  Confused? So was I at first, but this page breaks it down for you pretty nicely.  Needless to say, I didn't change out my weights except for at the very beginning when I actually had to decrease the weight I was attempting to lift.  My first reason for doing that was because I haven't lifted in a very long time with weights and didn't want to overdo it while familiarizing myself with this program.  Second, it actually takes a little more time than I had anticipated to unscrew the ring on the handle and add another weight so I went ahead and ordered a second set of handles today and now I'll have two sets of weights for me for each workout.  I still lifted about 10 pounds which for my first day definitely brought on that burn that we all love so much in lifting.  Also, I don't use a workout bench.  I used a stability ball, which is also used by one of the guys in the video, but talk about really having to maintain your balance while building your core.  Below is a list of the exercises we did today. I need to replace the batteries in my heart rate monitor so I couldn't calculate how many calories I burned, but by the end of the workout, I was a sweaty mess so that must mean something good happened! Tomorrow is Build: Legs and I am slightly scared at the thought of not being able to walk or sit the rest of the week.  Oh, the price we pay for beauty, health and lovely lean muscles.  
 
E&E down the hatch and ready to start my first BodyBeast workout!
 
Now let's talk food.  As with any Beachbody program, a nutrition plan is included with Body Beast.  One of the great perks about lifting is how many calories I get to consume while on this program.  I calculated my estimated body fat percentage along with my weight and activity level, prior to this program, and am roughly in the 2400 calories per day range.  Coming from a program where I was about a 1000 calories less than that, it was definitely an eye opener to see just how much I needed to consume each day.  I can see where this might get overwhelming for many people and make them maybe not want to do the program, but once I broke it down a little further, it all started to make sense.  For my calorie intake per day, my breakdown is as follows: 6 starches, 3 legumes or protein liquids, 5 veggies or balanced liquids, 6 fruits or carb liquids, 12 proteins, 5 fats.  Because I have done 21 Day Fix in the past, using those containers helped me not feel so overwhelmed.  For example, 12 servings of protein isn't so bad when you have 2-3 servings per meal.  This is what I love about Beachbody because everyone thinks just counting calories will be enough, but you have to make sure you're not overdoing it in any particular group.  And they tell you how to do that! Now, a couple of years ago, I started following more of a Paleo diet.  I try to avoid legumes and most grains because I do feel better when I don't eat those things.  I am trying this week out following the meal plan with legumes and some grains to see how I do, but I have found that others follow a similar Paleo diet and are doing great with their Body Beast results.  So far I have had 2 of my meals, not including my pre-workout drink and my recovery drink.  It is almost time for lunch and I am hungry, but not starving.  I can tell my metabolism is a little revved up today and that makes me happy!  
 
Most of my meal prep for the week.

Breakfast today: Egg whites with sundried tomatoes over gluten free
toast smeared with 2 tablespoons of avocado, and half a banana.  
 
I realize it is only my first day, but I am truly loving this program and what it may bring.  I even entered myself in the casting call contest to hopefully be in the next Body Beast infomercial! I think because I have seen so many women doing this program and know that there is so much support out there, that is going to help keep me going.  It really does help to have support like that to help keep you accountable and on track.  if you don't have a workout buddy, find one.  I'll be your buddy if you need one! Thank you for being a part of my journey! Day 1 is in the books!

Body Beast Build Chest and Tris Exercises
Warm Up

Single Set
  • Dumbbell Chest Press 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
Super Set
  • Incline Dumbbell Fly 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • Incline Dumbbell Press 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
Giant Set
  • Close Grip Press 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • Partial Chest Fly 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
  • Decline Push-ups 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
Single Set
  • Tricep Extension 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, reps
Super Set
  • Single Arm Kickbacks (right and left arms) 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps, 8 reps
  • Tricep Extensions 15 reps, 12 reps, 8 reps
Super Set (60 seconds)
  • Dips on Bench
  • In and Outs
Cool Down


Thursday, August 28, 2014

Eight Twenty-Six & 34 Things...Revisited

I wrote this post for my Loudest Sound blog on my birthday a year ago, but never posted it. Not sure why, I think I just wanted my posts on that blog to basically be about music and not so much about me or my personal life. Now that I have two blogs going, I feel better about posting this and think it's time to revisit some of these goals and see what I can cross off the list and think of some things to add for this year. I turned 35 this week, much to my chagrin, and even though it was a tough pill to swallow of me not being where I'd like to be or where I'd hoped to be at this point in my life, it is time to move on from the negative feelings and focus on the good that is to come. I was fortunate enough to mark off a few things over the last year, so let's see where the next year takes me!
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Today marks 34 years since I joined this crazy world. I’ve always made such a big deal about my birthday and usually drive my friends and family crazy with a countdown and constant reminders, but this year I was actually pretty quiet on the subject prompting some of those close to me to ask if I was feeling well. Perhaps it’s because I’m getting older but in all honesty, I was just preoccupied with other things, mainly music and a certain trip I have coming up in a few weeks. Don’t get me wrong, I still thought about the day itself, but it was in more of a “reflecting” manner than a “hey, time to party” manner.

Thirty-three was not a bad year overall. I certainly accomplished one major thing which was to find a new job and I did that, but I’m still hungry for more. And when I look back at my life and everything I’ve said I would have liked to have accomplished by this point, I’m nowhere close. I would have to say that probably the best thing that happened to me this year was that I fell in love with music and writing all over again. Not that I ever stopped loving either, but that intense passion had started to wane over the last couple of years and I needed something to kick start my heart back in gear.

So, I decided to create this list of “34 Things I want to do While I’m 34” to sort of help me get more inspired to get to further points in my life. I believe that 33 was a great catalyst to get me here and now I’m ready for the next step. I’ve been thinking a lot about what I would tell the 17 year old me half a lifetime ago now, and the common theme I seem to keep coming back to is, “To live your life, no regrets, going after each dream and each moment.” Hopefully in a year, I’ll look back at this list and there will be many awesome things that I experienced and accomplished all while learning more about myself along the way. Life is a journey and when you get stuck in a rut or don’t know which path to follow, it’s always a good idea to take a step back and dig deep within your soul to find out what it is that truly makes you tick. For me it’s music and writing and so the journey begins to take that love even further.

34 Things I Want to do While I'm 34

1) Host a party (this might be more successful once I move back into Houston)

2) Read MTV book and find 3 other books to read (Hey, I did read a couple of books, just not that MTV book. )

3) Start Photography again (Now that I have that new camera, I need some help!)

4) Gain more exposure for this blog (And my Loudest Sound blog)

5) Get a press pass to one concert

6) Complete an art project

7) Take a road trip to a new place

8) Visit& Hike Enchanted Rock

9) Write more and submit items for publishing

10) Visit Houston’s art museums

11) Visit California

12) Meet my Black Rebel Motorcycle Club friends in real life ( Still have a few more so not marking it off just yet)

13) Meetand interview Black Rebel Motorcycle Club (still hoping for that interview)

14) Get my passport (Yes Liane, I know. Soon. )

15) Pay off some of my debt

16) Expand my record collection

17) Unclutter my life/apartment

18) Go to Colorado to visit family

19) Take a kickboxing class (Thanks to Kristen for inspiring this one even more now)

20) Take a dance class ( I did go to 1 ballet class, but I think I should continue)

21) Learn how to sew

22) Learn to cook better

23) Take the dogs to the beach (I don't count that 5K in Galveston, so we'll try again. Road trip to Cali, maybe?)

24) Save money to take a real vacation (Keeping this one because I still have yet to leave the country. See #14)

25) Visit New Orleans

26) Take a writing class or 2

27) Maintain a healthy and active lifestyle

28) Take piano lessons

29) Start ice skating again

30) Get a promotion at work

31) See Mazzy Star live (Sigh. I added this right after they announced the album last year, but there were no TX dates. Still hoping though.)

32) Write 2 short stories

33) Go to the observatory to see the stars (Hehe, I kind of did that in California.)

34) Learn to speak better Spanish

So what else should I add to the list? Hmmm...I realize some of these are slightly cheesy and maybe not what I want to do a year later so open to ideas.  I'll update the list soon!